Saturday, April 11, 2009

can things possibly get even more complicated.???

Aliyah woke up and looked around..this wasn't her dorm room..it was her room in Bahrain..she was filled with happiness..she was home..it felt so good..she woke up with a smile..
Her fone was next to her..she saw a bunch of missed calls from Reem,Rana,and Noora..obviously they were worried about her since she took off by surprise to Bahrain
Also, the most important call..was that of Mohd's
Aliyah gasped when she saw his number..
was she imagining..
She looked at her fone again..it was Mohd's number..she felt her heart flutter..she had butterflies..
Mohd was worried about her obviously since he didnt see her in their usual morning meeting place..
She didnt know what to do...she will make him wait..she wasnt going to budge..

She got up..went to the bathroom for a long relaxing shower..she came out of the bathroom ..and sat infront of her dresser..She looked at the different kinds of creams.lotions,makeup she had,,she loved smelling and looking her best..
She put on her different scents..( mostly vanilla mixed with Arabian oud)..then put her fav victoria secret body cream..amber romance..she loved that smell...
She wore comfy slacks and a t-shirt..

Aliyah called the girls one by one and explained why she was M.IA(missing in action)..
SHe told them about her breakup and how he had called her..
All of them told her to not call back...
Aliyah was confused...should she just ignore his call..or call back and act normal..


A knock on her door "woke" her up and it was her Mother wanting her to come sit with the family for their usual lunch..


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On the other side, Mohd was worried..Aliyah still hadnt called him back..was she ok? was she ignoring him...he hated this..
He hated wondering..
He couldnt concentrate in class..ALiyah was all he was thinking about..
He had second doubts abt his desicion to break it off with her...
She was a great girl and she had never done anything wrong...any guy would be lucky to have her..she was pretty..sweet..and so charming..and they clicked..

He sent her a msg" aliyah i miss u"
He felt better after he sent that msg..
Atleast now she will now that he is missing her...

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Aliyah went to her room..and looked for her fone..there was a msg notification..she looked at it..and was shocked..
What was wrong with Mohd,,with these mixed signals...one day hes missing her,the next hes ending it with her because of her nationality..
She wasnt going to budge..he had hurt her..
she wasnt a game in his hand,,
She did what any girl would in her place...

she ignored the msg,,,and carried on with her day ...

..Before going to bed..she got a weird number..
Aliyah: im sorry but who is this
unknown: this is Fahad eshd3waa aliyaaa gilna nesatneee 3ad mo chethee
Aliyah: sorry fahad bs m3rf this number..how r u
Fahad beginning to warm up: im ok,..entay eshlonah..min zeman 3anich..gilt i will call n say hi bs
Fahad assumed that she was going to end this conversation as fast as possible as usual but to his surprise...
Aliyah: walah feek el5air fahad..hows australiaa and ur studies..update me..
Fahad began talking about his day and about the usual stuff..he kept telling her funny stories about his roomates..
Aliyah laughed and felt at ease..
it was so easy talking to him..he knows her so well..he felt like family to her..she longed for that comfort
They talked for nearly two hours..before Aliyah excused herself since she felt tired..

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Fahad was beyond estatic..he had to tell someone..he went to his roomate and cousin's room Hamad...
Hamad: esfheek chethee shag el7alj..
Fahad: gool min kent a7acheee fil telfoon
Hamad: laaaaaaaaaaaaaaa..sijjjj
Fahad: eeeee..sij sij sij meshtag lehaaa...
Hamad was really happy..he loved seeing his baby cousin happy for once.he was so down lately that everyone around them was worried about his well-being especially after the drinking incident..Hamad liked Aliyah..he thought that their love story was special..he was alwys a bit jealous about how lucky Fahad to have someone as loving as Aliyah..
Fahad rambled on and on about his fone call with Aliyah until Hamad had to kick him out of his room since he wanted to study for his test..

Fahad went to his room..smiling ear to ear..he went to is dresser and just stared at their picture..
..it was of their graduation day..Aliyah and him.she looked so beautiful...god she's so beautiful.i miss her..i love her..i want her with me..i will do anything in this world to have her back,,she is everything..everything to me..
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Aliyah slept on and off..
thinking about Fahad..and about Mohd..
how is it possible that she was thinking about two guys at the same time...
Fahad was her past
Mohd was her present
but who was going to be her future...

Mohd let go of her so easily..something Fahd would never do..

why god are things so complicated..please let this pass..i just want to be happy..
just to be happy...

4 comments:

  1. i hate it when both guys are good:s
    but i have a feeling that fahad really does love her but he might return to his bad habits such as drinking n all but I believe that mhamad won't do that o he really does love her and it's all because of his friends:(

    thank you so much for posting babe;**

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  2. 7beebty Aliyah, what a position to be in walla both men seem great but like she said mohmd let go of her, without a fight and fahad keeps coming back.

    loved this post ;**

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  3. Maskeena what a position to be in.. they both do love her but one let go easily and the other is holding on to her.. I have a feeling mhmd will come back, hes gonna realize that shes the one and listening to his friends was a big mistake.. I hope so..

    thanks for the post babe;**

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  4. cupid: fahad drank only once btw:P uhwaa eshwaii mtdyen abt these things darling..
    3shanich swana elpost ebser3aaa..
    i love u..thanks for ur support

    love: my love! well i wish i was that insightful whn i was in the situation..thanks for ur support..love u

    exquisite: hehe i wont tell u:P keep u reading and see what happens!! love u babe

    thanks u three..u never fail to motivate me:)

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