Saturday, October 10, 2009

help me

I cant sleep..im in bed..trying to stop thinking of u..i really want to call u..im so close to doing it..im thinking bk and forth..call him..or not..call him or not..call him or not.. Im scared it backfires on me.imagine he's rude..he mite be a diff fahad from what i know.can i handle that..we havent talked for a very long time..can i handle it or will it make things even harder.. U knw im thinking to pass by ur wedding just from the outside..i know..im so pathetic..i want to see u on ur wedding day..will u b happy?? Dear readers pls help me out in my tough situation,,im lost,confused,hurt and heartbroken..i am in need of a guy's advice!!! Im falling apart......

2 comments:

  1. ya rabee latsaween ib 3omrich chithee ur breaking my heart walah! i can't imagine what ur going through bas i hope u feel better soon i wonder what he'd do if he saw u on his wedding day..
    i think you should call him.. or maybe email him.. get closure once and for all let him tell you clearly yabeech or not.. if he can't say it then thats when you can try and talk him out of the mistake hes doing.. if he says he dsnt wannt u then move on hun you deserve much better.. its gna be hard bas you deserve to be happy too.. don't keep wondering what if what if... just do something and get a final answer from him oo ray7ee nafsich atleast that way you'll know the answer and won't regret not doing something at the time! ..
    goodluck 7beebtii hope things get better soon;*

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  2. hey meemz..
    thanks for ur comment
    sorry for my late response...
    i didnt log in for such a long time..
    i didnt call
    i didnt do anything
    he went ahead with it
    and i decided to let go..
    :***

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