2 good 2 be true..

she kept repeating the words he had told her previosuly..
he would tell her: we will be together for eight semesters..
Aliya wondered what he meant..
Mohd laughed and saidd: all through jam3a since each year has two semesters..and enshala ya rab after as well..
This was Mohd's first refrence to thier future..
Aliyah was on air..Mohd said the cutest things..they werent cheesy..what he said is from his heart..and goes directly to hers..
Aliyah was in love..real love..

Tears rolled down her face..
How could she believe him..Mohd was different..he had changed..he had no longer wanted to be with her.
He called her up one day ..completley out of the blue: Aliyah this is really hard for me.bs i dont think we can be together..i can only be with girl i can marry..and ur not Kuwaiti..so im sorry..there is no future between us...i hope you understand..and i hope we can be friends...

Aliyah was so stunned that she mumbled: yeah..mm..ok...

Mohd was taken back by how cold Aliyah was..
Aliyah wasnt cold with him..she was so hurt and taken back that these were the only words she was able to say at that time..
She replayed that phonecall over and over..wishing she could have said something..but maybe it was for the better after all..he didnt want her..and she didnt want to beg..

Aliyah noticed that for the past month or so Mohd was acting different and aloof..she assumed he was stressed out with work..What was different in him was that he made new friends..all guys from Kuwait..Had they talked him out of dating her...was that possible..
This was he only new change in him..and it wasnt as if there was another girl in the picture..Mohd distanced himself from the girls in unversity with the exception of her and her friends...
Her innocent..caring..loving Mohd had changed.
He had left her..


Aliyah couldnt stop crying..she hugged her pink quilt..thinking to herself..should she go home for the weekend..she needed a break..and Bahrain cheers her up..
She didnt know what to do..
How could she be so blind..
How can she not see this coming..

She had trusted him
and he had let her down..

She was furious at him..
She opened her drawer and found his letters...Whenver Mohd was bored in class..he would write her a small love letter..she tore them all apart..ALL lies...lies..

She shouldnt have dated him
She was wrong in picking him.
she was soooo wrong..and she will pay the price for this..

She got a text..
it was Mohd..
sending a title of a song..
"abdulla rwasheed..e3feeny"

was this his way of degrading her more...

her life had officially ended..

She would never be the same again..

Its so weird how ppl that you dont know for such a long time have an impact so great..

She didnt know that he will continue playing with her heart for years to come..

to be continued...


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p.s guys..what would you want me to talk about next..:P continue with what happens..or...